Khloe Kardashian poured her soul out on social media, and the message seems to be about estranged husband Lamar Odom.

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Following weeks of reports Odom is refusing to get help for his substance abuse issues as he continues to recover from an October drug overdose, Kardashian posted a long speech on Instagram Sunday with all signs pointing at her relationship with the former NBA player.

"It doesn't matter how loyal you are to someone. You can't change someone's heart and bad habits unless they want to themselves," read the image Kardashian shared.

The 31-year-old Keeping Up with the Kardashians star captioned the image with a long manifesto.

"'Letting go doesn't mean that you don't care about someone anymore. It's just realizing that the only person you really have control over is yourself.' Letting go with love takes great strength. We have to learn to stop taking on peoples problems as if they are our own. Loving people does not mean we have to carry their burdens and confusions on our back," Kardashian wrote.

"Sadly, You can only express your opinion on a situation. You can't want their life more than they do. This is in fact their life to figure out on their own and in their own time. I do believe in timing. I do believe timing is everything. You forcing your beliefs and dreams down ones throat is only going to cause resentment and possibly manifest deeper issues. Possibly to the point of no return."

She continued, "'People say time heals all wounds... I say time heals wounds but scars are left to remind you what you have been through and what you survived.' Stop shattering your own heart by trying to make a relationship (friend, family, partner) work that clearly isn't meant to work. We have to stop trying to repaint people's colors."

Sources have said Kardashian doesn't want to give up on Odom in fear his life could spiral out of control again without her, however, his refusal to address his demons has frustrated her and left her feeling helpless.

"We have to learn to believe the love we AREN'T given. You can't love someone into loving you. (God I wish it were that easy) You can't force someone to be loyal, kind, understanding. You can't force someone to be the person you need them to be. Even if it's for their own good!! Sometimes the person you want most is the person you're best without," the reality TV star explained.

"You have to understand... some things ARE supposed to happen in your life, but they just are NOT meant to be. Damn... It took me so many years to understand that. Don't lose yourself by trying to fix what's meant to stay broken. God always has a plan even if we can't understand it (or don't want to understand it) Even in the darkest of places... Our Lord sees His vision."

Kardashian concluded, "We might not understand it at the moment but I promise you, your future will always bring understanding and clarity of why things didn't work out. Don't put your happiness on hold for someone (family, friend, partner) who isn't holding on to you. 'A Girl once told me -- Be careful when trying to fix a broken person. For you may cut yourself on their shattered pieces.'"

While references to Odom might seem obvious in Kardashian's manifesto, she later expressed annoyance on Twitter over the fact people read between the lines too much when celebrities vent what's in their heart.

"The fact that certain blogs are picking up what I wrote and are trying to read deeper into my post is what prevents me from writing more of my thoughts on social media. Not everything is a subliminal. Not all..." Kardashian clarified. "Writing is therapeutic on any level and I believe art in any form is personal and should not be explained."

Hours after posting her thoughts on social media, Kardashian went clubbing with ex-boyfriend French Montana, whom she previously insisted she's remained friends with. They hit up Hyde in Hollywood, along with Kylie Jenner and The Weeknd, according to TMZ.
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