Chris Soules has remained pretty tough throughout The Bachelor process up until Jade Roper's departure, but he gives away that the rest of the season will be a cry fest on his part.
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The show's star said that saying goodbye to Roper was "extremely painful" and hinted that's only a taste of what's to come emotionally.
"Saying goodbye to Jade broke my heart... In that moment, I really felt like I could have been making a terrible decision because it hurt so much. I clearly couldn't hold back the tears," Soules wrote in his People blog.
"That was really the beginning of the end for me as far as crying goes. From here on, I basically turn into a huge baby. Just wanted to warn you."
Soules, a 33-year-old Iowa farmer who has been depicted as quite the manly-man on the show having worked his family's land in Arlington for as long as he can remember, explained he just didn't realize letting girls go would hit him so hard.
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The problem? Soules admitted he had developed strong feelings for -- and even started to fall in love with -- multiple women. Still in the running for his heart on the series are Whitney Bischoff, Becca Tilley and Kaitlyn Bristowe.
"I was starting to fall in love with [Jade], for sure. But I was also starting to fall in love with the other three women," Soules wrote.
"Do you know how weird it is to be falling in love with multiple people at the same time? I didn't think it was possible before I embarked on this journey, but let me tell you, it is possible. It's confusing and painful and exciting at the same time."
The tears will apparently keep flowing during next week's The Bachelor episode, which was filmed in Bali and will feature the highly-anticipated overnight fantasy-suite dates with Soules and his three remaining ladies.
"Will Becca reveal her secret to me? Will we go to the fantasy suite together? Will anyone turn down the fantasy suite? How do I say goodbye to a woman I'm falling in love with? You'll have to tune in to find out," Soules teased.
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